feeling sad about it

I mentioned in my previous post that I feel horrible yesterday after seeing myself really big in the fitting room of the mall. Yep I feel so sad about it. Hubby ensures that I look fine and sexy. However, I went to the mall again this morning to for a picture. I need them for my resumes. As I change clothes, I saw myself looking good. I felt great again. I am not that big after all. So, I have to blame the other mirror or it could be that I am just convincing myself that I am not big. We still don’t have mirror at home. So, I really can’t see myself.